Think about a recent topic you were curious about. What sparked your curiosity?
A content creator that I follow in the Deconstruction/Biblical scholar community had said in an interview that if you take away the stigma and dogma and sin from some things, what is bad or morally wrong? Ironically, he used sex as an example. It reminded me of how I felt at SAA meetings. Was I as much of an addict as the men or was I just a woman that enjoyed sex? Was I an anomaly? Was I breaking some rule or expectation because I know my body, what I wanted and what I enjoyed or didn’t enjoy? So much to unpack.
Originally started January 9, 2025
Afterthoughts: I have time to sit with this one. I take responsibility for having inappropriate online conversations with guys during my marriage. I have had one affair, which I deeply regret. I have apologized to my husband and made amends. I don’t ask for, nor do I want, forgiveness. I have so many thoughts that I want to dig into deeper very soon.