Dances: Waltzes, Ballets, & Rave Thoughts

I have been trying to get out another post for months. I started like three. Nothing feels right. I tried starting one on making amends, but I think that needs to handled in private first. Or at least attempted. I still need to work through some things as well. I then wanted to do Part…

I want to do a multi-part series of memories, good and bad, of others. Not bad memories about my experiences with them, but bad memories of things the Biological Maternal Figure did or said about them, treated them, etcetera. And, as most things go in my life, I also want to touch on the not…

This post is going to be a long one and it may seem all over the place. Stay with me, I’m going to be connecting dots and giving a look into my mind and how I came to this point. This is a start to a new chapter in my life and my healing journey.…

This is not a conventional blog post. I’m breaking the rules on “How to write a blog post”. I’m doing this because it’s very difficult to write this particular post. I get physically distressed with anxiety attacks, nausea, migraines, and uncontrolled crying. I just can’t… so I’m going to post the Original Outline. There will…

I started this as Therapy Homework. A way to find out why I had so much pent-up hostility and anger. This is not the first time I have started something like this. Joss asked me to write a letter about why I was angry and hurt by Nina. That was back in June of 2023.…